it's hard, but once i catch it
it's do feel great.
but people never satisfied.
and yes.
as a human being, i never satisfied with mine either
when i got the butterfly
i always wanna check on it
either it's male or female
and yes again!
cause it's male
everyday,every minute i check him
what he's doing?
what he eat?
what that and what this and so on.
and maybe
to much check
he got tired
fed-up with his own master
so he just sit there and do nothing
somehow i know that he tired of me
and i act like not-so-care bout him
and at the same time
i test him
cause maybe he didn't like me as his master
i do so many test
and i know the answer
but i don't want to accept it
keep on denying that he dislike me
and one day i leave him for a days
with a hope that he will fly back to me
begging me to be his master again
me and him make a better day after this
but,
he never come
not even once
even i test him with again
he just fly to the window
and .............
GO